A work in progress.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

IV.

Rushe-kih stood in the row across from the head magus. Keeping her eyes respectfully downcast, she stole a glance at him. Feathers stretched like a halo from just above his eyebrows into the moonlit sky. The name he’d been given when he’d become a magus was Olee-fuku, meaning “moon feathers.” His round face, caked with the ceremonial paste, resembled the full moon. The paste had dried and crumbled around his mouth and in the deep lines of his forehead. Beneath his gray tunic, his body was broad, but bony from the frequent fasts he was called on to endure. This choosing ceremony, one of the most important he would conduct during his ministry, would end a fast of forty days. Rushe-kih had also been fasting in preparation, although because she was a young girl only seven days were required. The Behrowain believed that females were innately more spiritual than males, even magi.

Olee-fuku held up the choosing staff wrapped with consecrated feathers, the tip, a smoldering ember. Slowly, deliberately he passed it over the head of each girl in the row. Rushe-kih was the third from the last, and as it passed over her, it popped. A cinder landed on her forehead, but it didn’t hurt and she didn’t rub it away. She remained perfectly still, even as the wrinkled hands of the magus rested upon her. His eyes narrowed. Closer his face came, inspecting her hair, her eyes, the palms of her hands. He pulled her closer to the fire and motioned her to stamp in the cold river clay. He knelt to examine the footprints. A long time he knelt, and Rushe-kih grew nervous. She saw her mother watching from the other side of the fire, her face pinched in anticipation.

Then magus arose with eyes full of wonder, and he spoke. But rock magi speak quietly, and his words were drowned out by a voice singing in the distance. Rushe-kih turned to see a line of rimers approaching, led by a small girl. She had purple stars below her eyes, and vamfloria vines dragged from her ankles, but her voice rang clearly in the night:

Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-hiyo

Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo


At your feet, the dust there lies

Tells a story of the earth.

Hiding there is man’s demise

If his pride exceeds his worth!


Once Ee-loyi, God of Life

Brought the springtime in his wake.

Man-nah, too, his pretty wife—

Th’ two of them this world did make.


Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo

This land they made for Nono’s sake.


Nono was their lovely daughter,

She could spin the stars like thread.

Brought Rup-tinyon’s cup of water;

Took him to her marriage-bed.


Th’ bride and her ambitious spouse

Ee-loyi and Man-nah blessed,

Raised their hands and uttered vows

Bestowing earth from east to west.


Bindili-hiyi, bindili-yo

The children swore their love was best.


Seasons passed and Nono’s father

Waited for their thanks to come,

But the children didn’t bother

And instead the givers shunned.


Then one day Ee-loyi burst

Onto the field at creeping dawn,

Where once his seeds and cubs he’d nursed,

Expecting welcome in their song.


Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo

The God of Life was ne’er more wrong.


There Rup-tinyon proudly stood

With all the creatures he’d enlisted,

Ordering an attack for blood,

His eyes ablaze, his grim lips twisted.


Then came Nono from behind

Craving all her father’s glory,

Power-thirst in her eyes shined;

Her voice was rude, drunk with euphory


Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo

The children in their greed were blind.


Ee-loyi, his heart enraged,

Withstood blows from th’ ungrateful,

Then a battle he did wage,

Terrifying, dark, and hateful.


From his finger shot a beam

Which consumed the rav’ning couple,

Burned them into ash, it seemed,

Wasted there, a heap of rubble.


Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo

Thus began our grievous trouble.


For Ee-loyi is God of Life

And could not wield a stroke to slay,

And so transformed to seeds of strife

Th’ rebellious children were that day.


Blown by wind in all directions,

Wicked seeds hide in the dust,

Cursing all, their last election,

Proof that ruin follows lust.


Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo

Ee-loyi’s anger there was just.


Man walks earth once tilled by gods.

Their vengeance is not yet atoned.

Ee-loyi sent the wicked pods

An endless penance we bemoan.


Bindili-hiyi, Bindili-yo

The God of Life, death’s yield has sown.


Rushe-kih opened her eyes. The dream was swept away, and in its place she found Jezura, Oriah, and Hem peering down on her. Behind them Ahr-tyr was still humming the rimer’s vamfloria legend. Rushe-kih recognized her voice as the child’s in her dream. She smiled weakly.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

III.

“What did it get? One of your staults?” Jezura lifted a glowing ember from the fire circle with long-handled tongs. In her rush she dropped it twice before getting it to the keeping pot.

“No. It must’ve been a goat. Hem thinks it’s probably two, judging from its size.”

“You’re lucky you found it before nightfall. Who knows how far it could have spread by morning? Just imagine if it had gotten to the barn.”

Rushe-kih shuddered and fell silent as she remembered the mound of creeping ivy at the foot of the willow.

“Mama, are you going to fight off the vamfloria with Da?” Ahr-tyr asked eagerly from the corner where she knelt, wrapping baby Manut tightly in a bunting.

“No, but I must take the medicine bag in case Da gets hurt. Help me gather the medicines from the room!” Jezura said briskly. Rushe-kih bit her tongue. Her own bag was always stocked, hanging on the door in case she had to run to help a neighbor at the last minute. Jezura was less organized.

“Do you know the rimer’s song about vamfloria?” Ahr-tyr asked Rushe-kih, disregarding her mother’s request.

“I’ve heard it before,” Rushe-kih responded, scanning the room for stray herb bottles.

“I know it by heart. Mama sings it with me.” She began singing:

Bindili-hiyi, bindili-hiyo

Bindili-hiyi, bindili-yo

“Did I ask you to preach to Rushe-kih?” Jezura burst into the room, her hands full of vials. “Honestly, child! I thought I asked you to help me gather these up. Da might need them!”

“I was looking for them while I sang!” Ahy-tyr said huffily. She turned about the room half-heartedly, looking at Rushe-kih to defend her while she continued the song in a small voice.

“Jezura, I’m sure I have everything we’ll need in my bag. You needn’t go to the trouble...”

The harried woman sighed, “True. I’m such a disaster. It’s just…”

“I know you haven’t completely recovered from your illness last fall. I don’t judge you, dear friend,” Rushe-kih said as gently as her heart could allow her. It seemed as if Jezura moved in slow motion as she twisted her shawl over her shoulders and hugged the children good-bye. Ahr-tyr’s song continued as Rushe-kih and Jemeh-fir finally pounded down the path toward the road.

“What are you thinking?” Jezura panted alongside Rushe-kih’s long strides.

“The rimer’s song Ahr-tyr was singing. It’s been a long time since I thought of it.”

“Oh?” Jezura raised her eyebrows in surprise. She’d always assumed Rushe-kih and Hem were religious. “I guess when you have children you’re always teaching them. You want them to grow into good people.”

“Yes, I’m sure,” Rushe-kih hid the offense she felt from Jezura’s slight. Her neighbor couldn’t know how she’d longed for a child. In silence Rushe-kih quickened her pace. Jezura fell slightly behind.

“That dratted fever. I can’t keep up with you. Go on ahead, or you’ll hate me for keeping you back. I’ll be right behind you!” Jezura breathed heavily. Rushe-kih looked back in gratitude before trotting ahead.

She reached the field as the sun was sending its last brilliant streams of light through the distant v-shaped Praythian canyon. Oriah was thrusting a torch into the ground, filling the writhing bed of vamfloria with yellow flickering light. An anguished grunt from deep under the leaves stabbed Rushe-kih's heart with fear. The sprawling bed was deeper now and completely covered Hem’s hunched form.

“Hem?” she gulped, looking at Oriah.

“He’s in there. He’s already been stabbed a few times, but he says he’s okay. He thinks he’s getting very close to the source.”

“A goat?” Rushe-kih’s voice quivered.

“Perhaps. It’s bound pretty tightly. Hem hasn’t cleared enough to tell.”

“I was so afraid it would be Solee. She’s so close to laying. But she was in the barn when I saddled Win-fir.”

Oriah wrapped another pole with greased rags. He would be ready to hand them into Hem as soon as the source was located. The animal would have to be completely burned to kill the plant.

“Jezura fell behind?” Oriah grunted as he worked.

“Yes, she’s coming. I was too anxious,” Rushe-kih explained.

“She never recovered from her fever,” Oriah worked carefully, peering into the bed to listen. “And you know she’s pregnant again.”

“Pregnant? Again? What news at such a time!” Rushe-kih smiled genuinely, but inside her heart was swallowed by envy. She had never put the hope behind her of having a child, although her years of childbearing were almost passed. She couldn’t hear the joyous news from other women without feeling a squeeze in her heart.

“The torch! Oriah! I think I’ve got it!” Hem’s muffled shout came from near the tree.

“Be careful. I don’t want to send Jezura back a wounded husband to nurse while she’s sick,” Rushe-kih warned.

“Don’t worry, I’ll drag Hem out in a few minutes, and we’ll watch the weed writhe before Jezura is in sight.”

Oriah’s smile brought encouragement to Rushe-kih’s heart, and she watched hopefully as he boldly entered the weed. He walked quickly to avoid being caught by the groping vine. The plant had easily doubled in size since Rushe-kih had left, and within a few steps Oriah was out of sight, covered in leaves. She heard him cry out in pain as the plant shifted around him.

Vamfloria thrived on blood, especially human blood. One human could keep it alive for days. Rushe-kih dropped to the earth beneath a torch and watched as more of the thirsty red blossoms opened. She wouldn’t be able to stay so close for long. They’d sense her and send out shoots her direction.

“Oriah! Hem!” she shrieked after several moments had passed. A trace of smoke ribboned its way out of the thicket where Oriah had gone. The torch had gone out. Something must have gone wrong.

“I’ve got him!” she heard Oriah respond, a grimace in his voice, “He’s losing blood!”

Rushe-kih shrieked, “Hem!” Without thinking she grabbed a torch and plunged closer to the vine.

“He’s all right, Rushe-kih! He’s alert, just weak. Don’t worry.”

But Rushe-kih had already stepped into the bed.

“I’ll bring him out again,” Oriah assured her. “It’s just going to take a little longer. We didn’t expect this.”

“I’m coming in!” Rushe-kih cried, and a thorn pierced her ankle. She couldn’t stifle her scream.

“Rushe-kih!” a thin voice. “Rushe-kih, listen to me! Turn around. I’m all right. You hear? I’ll be all right. Get out. Go back to the dug-out. This’ll be stronger vamfloria than we thought. You’ve got to get out before…”

Rushe-kih paused as Hem’s voice trailed away. Already a leaf had touched the stab wound and a marvelous warm tingle was spreading up her leg.

“Do you hear me?” Hem cried, “I’ve got the source. Rushe-kih, go back to the dug-out and get a poultice going. It’s not a goat. It’s a…” his voice faltered.

“Hem!” Rushe-kih cried, as a second thorn stabbed her. “It’s not a stault! I counted!”

“No! It’s not a stault.” She heard him struggling with his knife, hacking at vines, breaking the source loose.

“Do you need another torch? I saw Oriah’s go out.” Rushe-kih called in the silence. Her leg was beginning to feel weak, and her mind was clouding.

“No, Rushe-kih,” ordered Oriah, “Listen. You’ve got to get us a goat.”

“A goat? What do you mean? You can’t give it more! You’ve got to burn it, whatever it’s got!”

“Rushe-kih, we can’t burn this,” he struggled. “It’s a…” he could not say any more. Rushe-kih imagined him collapsing below the vines, thorns draining his blood from him, weakening him so he could not finish. A wave of panic pushed her closer.

“Hem!” she screamed.

“It’s a..”

It dawned on her. He wasn’t fainting, he was crying.

“Tell me!” Rushe-kih screamed.

Oriah’s voice took over, “It’s human. It’s the body of a child.”

Rushe-kih caught her breath. If they did not burn the source the plant would continue to feed. The only way to kill the plant was to poison it by burning its source. But Hem was right, they could not burn a child.

She looked into the thick ivy and then back behind her, where the sharpened axe lay within her grasp at the edge of the bed. Another thorn pierced her ankle. She was now a source too. In that moment she knew what she would have to do. She did not question it, and only delayed long enough to pluck several of the leaves nearest her, taking care not to puncture the sacs. When her pouch was filled, she tossed it away, seizing the axe and aiming the blade at her leg just above the ankle where the three thorns were sucking. Then she raised it high above her head and gulping, brought it down decisively, chopping her foot off with one clean blow. The foot jerked and fell limp before the first wave of nausea struck. Rushe-kih doubled over. The ground spun, a blur of ivy and dirt. She tried to yell out, but bile choked the words in her throat. Two arms caught her from behind and yanked her out.

“Jez--,” she swooned, looking up from the ground, “Burn it. Hurry. Burn my foot. It’s the only way to save them.”

Jezura picked up the torch from where it had fallen. Carefully she lowered it into the mass of leaves and popping flowers. A sizzle sounded as the foot caught fire. A small blaze erupted.

Rushe-kih pulled herself further from the weed and collapsed. Looking behind her she saw the wide stream of blood flowing from her leg to the bed. The thick smell of it had alerted the weed, and a few shoots were growing toward her. But the poison had already entered its system, and the shoots crawled slower and slower. Rushe-kih watched as black lines spidered through the vine and they shrunk back.

Her leg throbbed.

“Jez—quickly, some cloths,” she tried to point, but was too weak. Jezura flew across the field. Looking into the darkness, Rushe-kih spotted the gentle eyes of Win-fir watching from the bushes. Oriah must have left him there, and he’d watched everything.

“Where are they—Oriah and Hem?” Jezura asked timidly, afraid, as she returned with a dampened sheet. She folded it and gently wrapped it around the stump of Rushe-kih’s leg. It quickly turned red.

“My bag is hanging on the back door. I have a bottle of cane pepper, it will stop the bleeding.” Rushe-kih said weakly. “Oriah and Hem will be coming out of the weed and bringing another worse off than me.”

Jezura looked questioningly, but Rushe-kih motioned her away. Her foot was now just a red, hot coal, but Rushe-kih knew it was enough to damage the weed. It might take time, but it would kill it in the end. She heard Hem and Oriah’s voices and guessed that with the weed weakened, they were able to cut away the vine and free the child.

The child. Who was it? Oriah and Jezura were the only other family this far from the village, and both of their children were accounted for. The lake children never came this way unless they had been invited. Rushe-kih strained to remember if a company of rimers or rock magi had been rumored to be coming through. Sometimes they would have a young boy with them. But she had not heard of anyone coming.

Jezura returned with the bag and set it on the ground. She sat close beside her friend, and rummaged through the contents until she found the familiar red powder.

“I think they’ve almost got it free. They’ll be coming out any minute I’m sure,” Rushe-kih spoke reassuringly. “They’re both all right.”

“Oh Rushe-kih, what have you done?” Jezura asked. “Your foot for the life of a stault? Pshah!”

“Not a stault. A child…” Rushe-kih shuddered, and her eyes met Jezura’s.

“Who?” Jezura asked.

Rushe-kih did not answer. She watched as Jezura opened the soaked sheet and tossed it away, where the weakened plant would not smell it. It landed where Win-fir nested in the brush, and he jumped. Jemeh-fir flinched.

“It’s just Win-fir. Oriah left him there. Poor boy, he saw it all.” Rushe-kih screwed her eyes shut, anticipating the sting of the pepper. Jezura rummaged in the bag for the roll of cloth Rushe-kih had prepared for wounds. She poured out a thick layer of the powder and arranged it on the ground near Rushe-kih’s leg. Then gently, she picked up the leg and eased it down on the cloth.

Rushe-kih’s body was gripped instantly with pain, and she cried out, but she did not move her leg. Tears stung her cheeks as Jezura continued wrapping the bandage tightly around the leg. The weed was receding steadily now, hissing its way into the flames. A rustle announced that the men were closer now.

“Rushe-kih! Do you have your medicine bag?” Hem asked. “We’ve got her. It’s a little girl. And she’s breathing. She’s still alive.”

Jezura made to stand up, but Rushe-kih pulled her closer. “Don’t…don’t say anything about this yet,” she whispered, “They think I threw in a goat. But I was afraid—there wouldn’t be time.” Painfully Rushe-kih made to rise.

The blaze from the last torch lit Hem and Oriah as they emerged from the weed. Several thorns still clutched them, but as they walked the weakened plant pulled away and the thorns dropped out. Mutilated, Hem dropped to the dirt mound beyond the tangled vines. Behind him, pushing forward, Oriah walked straight and strong, carrying a small bundle still covered with portions of vine.

“Let me see her,” said Rushe-kih, her voice husky with suppressed emotion. She cleared away the plant from the child’s face. The skin was delicate, almost bluish from the loss of so much blood. Her lips had turned black, and dark purple crescents sunk beneath her eyes. From her dark mop of hair a dozen vines hung like dead snakes.

Jezura gasped in shock and fell back. “It could’ve been Ahr-tyr. She’s almost the same size..” She turned and retched.

Calmly, and almost without a trace of pain, Rushe-kih took the child into her arms.

“We must gather any leaves still alive. I’ve a pouch filled, but we will need more—enough for a strong poultice, and for tea. Enough to last two weeks at least.”

Her voice was serene in the night. Hem had never heard such unreserved love in it before.

Monday, February 18, 2008

II.

Rushe-kih remembered the first time she’d seen vamfloria. A neighbor woman had discovered a patch outside her dug-out. While the men had gathered to fight the weed, the mothers watched with their children at a distance. Rushe-kih’s mother had pointed out the wide-eyed carcass of the doe entangled in the vine. “See that?” her mother had spoken in the choppy Northern tongue, “Vamfloria! Never forget what it looks like. The waxy leaves like upside down hearts. The open red blossoms. Run far away! Never touch! If you do, it will catch you,” she had knelt down, and Rushe-kih had felt her mothers eyes penetrate her own, “And if the weed catches you, you will die, just like that deer!”

It wasn’t until years later, after Rushe-kih had been apprenticed to the Behrowain healer, that she’d learned any practical uses for vamfloria. When dried, the red blossoms could ease the worst of pains. But vamfloria outbreaks were as rare as they were dangerous, and few knew to gather the flowers before destroying the plant. Even those who knew the weed’s virtues thought twice before risking their lives to save a blossom. Vamfloria performed its work of death quickly, whether it held man or animal. Yes, it was better to destroy the weed as soon as it was discovered. Rushe-kih wished she could stay to help Hem, so that he wouldn’t be alone as he faced the weed. It was dangerous. She must hurry.

She gathered Hem’s coat and gloves, the pitchfork and the axe Hem had conditioned and put away just that morning. Peering into the barn she counted all five staults, including Solee. So it must have been a goat, she thought.

Calling Win-fir, she opened the gate. The half-bird sidled up to his mistress affectionately, his feathery head reaching down to nudge Rushe-kih’s cheek.

“Come on, Win-fir! There’s no time!” she ordered, as he, sensing her agitation, ambled through the door and across the dusty yard to where Hem was assessing the damage beneath the willow.

“What do you think?” Rushe-kih asked as she helped Hem into his coat and wrapped a soft hide strip tightly around his face and neck, leaving only a crack for him to see through.

“It’s been here all day, I guess. Hiding in this shade, near as I can tell. Any staults missing?” he asked.

“All five accounted for. Must have been a goat,” Rushe-kih answered.

“Probably eaten by this time. Goats are small bait for vamfloria. Might be two. Hurry with Oriah, I’ll be needing him to hold the torch.”

Shrouded from head to foot, Hem moved closer to the sprawling vine. Rushe-kih knew it would sense his presence eventually. When it did, the vine would snake around him and pierce him with its thorns. His coat would not save him from these starving daggers; that was a pain he must endure. Rather, he wore the coat to shield against the waxy leaves, which each held a sac of oil. One drop of this oil and pain turned to pleasure. Thoughts of danger vanished even as the body was drained of its blood. If vamfloria was a killer, its weapon was seduction.

Rushe-kih pushed away the thought and nudged Win-fir firmly down on his front knees. Swinging her leg over his feathery round back, she held tight to each folded wing and balanced as the stault rose back onto his four legs. Directing him forward, she braced as he picked up speed.

Rushe-kih held tight as Win-fir’s long downy neck stretched out and back in rhythm. Staultriches were not creatures known for speed or balance, and Rushe-kih had to concentrate to keep from slipping off Winfire’s slanted backside. He slowed as he rounded the bend halfway to Oriah and Jezura’s. Feeling her push against his wings, he urged his clawed feet forward. Before the cabin was in view Rushe-kih glimpsed Oriah working in the yellow fields, and guided Win-fir off the path.

“Hey there, Rushe-kih!” Oriah called as Rushe-kih rode up and dismounted. “What brings you out this way?”

“Come quick, Oriah!” The words gushed from her mouth. They had spun round and round her head, making her dizzy and anxious. “It’s vamfloria! An infestation! Hem is already working in it, but he needs someone to hold the torch. There’re already dozens of flowers, and it’s growing up the tree.”

Oriah knew that vamfloria growing into the branches of a tree only heightened the danger, as the shoots could grow downward and attack from above.

“I’ll be on my way,” Oriah threw down the basket he was holding, “Just as soon as I gather my coat and things, and talk to Jezura…”

“There’s no time! Take the stault and go now! I’ll fetch Jezura, if she can bring her medicine bag and help. I’m worried for Hem. He’s alone.”

“I’ll go now then. Jezura can leave the baby with Ahr-tyr,” Oriah said as he mounted the heaving stault, “Jezura has him weaned now, and Ahr-tyr is getting to be quite the little mother. I’m sure she’ll be happy to help.”

“Speed, good Oriah!” Rushe-kih wished he’d stop boasting about his children and go. She knew he was proud of his growing son, but her worry for Hem gripped her heart with a strangle hold.

“Don’t worry, Rushe-kih. Hem’s faced vamfloria before, and so have I. We know what to do.”

He cued Win-fir, and they tore off toward the road, leaving Rushe-kih to run for the dug-out far across the field.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Part One: Rushe-kih Zicahl

I.


Every fall since her marriage, Rushe-kih cursed the late autumn sun. As a Behrowain, her stores were finished long before the Trinnen winter. Her dugout shelves filled with berry stamps and syrups, and pickled cauliflower. Netted sacks of dried herbs, mushrooms, and various sliced fruits, reached from earthen floor to ceiling. She had enough and to spare, which was her style. By next spring it would be used up, she was sure, for she had a generous nature, and few in the village had not served her reserves at their tables.

Once the last pot had been sealed and the final sack sewn up, she longed for snow. In her country freezing winds chafed ears raw and called for hearth fires almost all year round. The crackle and warmth of flames had always given Rushe-kih a feeling of comfort and security, of family all around you, eating together, telling stories, and waiting out the season together. She’d never regretted leaving her tribe and following Hem to his inheritance in the Trinnenlands, but every autumn she found herself weary of the sun’s persistent glare.

Standing with her back to it, she pulled the woolly bed mat from the limb where it had been drying. The craggy Praythian Mountains in the distance had been pink at dusk for a week now, which meant the weather was soon to change. In anticipation, she’d loosened the mat from its frame for one final airing. Observing his wife, Hem left his fields to chop the timber he’d been gathering all summer for the stockpile. Then he conditioned his axe and the other tools he farmed with, wrapped them in their hides and tucked them away on their high shelf in the dugout. He would have spent another week harvesting at least, but once Rushe-kih had decided fall was over it did not do to bring in anything more. He’d tell the lake children to come. They could take home whatever was left.

Walking through the fields, Hem dropped one last potato in his basket. His wife would not object to the offering for tonight’s dinner. She would roast them in the fire with a few carrots and onions. The roots made a hearty dinner with flatbread and goat’s cheese. Unlike his wife, Hem loved the autumn. He gazed across the field at Rushe-kih beating their bed mat against a trunk to fluff it. He loved watching her, feeling the rhythm to which she worked.

Folding the mat over her shoulder, Rushe-kih turned to gather her basket, glancing back toward a willow at the edge of the field. Something caught her eye. She dropped the mat and her basket and ran for a closer look. In the late afternoon shadow, a tangled mass of ivy snaked its way up the willow’s trunk and lower branches. Vamfloria. Rushe-kih panicked.

“Hem! Hem!” she screamed, spinning around to find his figure approaching from the field. “Hem!”

She ran, scrambling in her scuffs over the raised rows of soil. By the time Hem met her, walking his long even strides, she was breathless and white, tears and dust staining her face.

“Hem! Hurry! Vamfloria! Vamfloria beneath the willow! Hurry!” she shrieked and sobbed at the same time.

Hem didn’t hesitate. He strode past Rushe-kih and toward the tree. “Bring me my thick coat and gloves and take a stault over and alert Oriah.”

In all their years together Hem and Rushe-kih had never faced vamfloria infestation on their side of the lake, but Oriah and Jezura had lost two of their Snowy Shags over the last decade from separate outbreaks.

“Buds?” Hem asked Rushe-kih who was running to keep up.

“Full blooms,” Rushe-kih answered, “Dozens. It’s already in the branches.”

“One of the staults must’ve broken out. Maybe a goat. Have you checked the shed?” Hem asked. If Rushe-kih wasn’t exaggerating, the outbreak was too large for a single fowl to be sustaining, even a larger half-bird. Of course, it could be a moose or deer that wandered in from the forest. Hem prayed.

“Not yet. I couldn’t tell what it’s on. It’s too deep. And it’s already up in the branches,” Rushe-kih repeated. She was thinking of the female stault—her favorite. She was close to laying and had been restless lately. Rushe-kih turned toward the shed, grateful to face away from Hem as she smeared the tears from her cheeks with the back of her hands. She didn’t want him worrying about her when he faced the weed. It would be risky enough without him having anything else on his mind.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

A Girl and her Father

A Girl and Her Father

I wonder about dreams. There's a forest in a dream I have sometimes. In this forest there is a long path which cuts through a mountain. It is winter; a cruel wind blows. The path is steep and icy. It winds up and up and ends abruptly at a wall of dense black rock. Without hesitation I walk through that wall--you know how it is with dreams--and find myself in the courtyard of a palace made entirely of ice. A fresh blanket of vapor shrouds the entire place, scattering as its inhabitants hustle about, settling back like carpet in their wake. In all directions are snowy peaks and fleecy clouds. The sky is halcyon blue.

I enter the palace unnoticed and make my way to the door of the receiving gallery. A quiet woman in a floor-length tunic pulls open a heavy curtain to expose a window no less than twenty feet high and thirty feet wide. Outside, the sunlight is stretched in evening hues of crimson and ochre across a stark expanse of snow. The woman’s leather scuffs brush the ice softly as she passes by me out the door.

I enter to find a raised platform, from which arises a glorious throne. The seat is occupied by a giant of a man. Perched upon the arm of the throne is an eight-year-old child. It is me. The man's arm holds me snugly about my waist. I am giggling, shaking my head to tickle his forearm with my long black curls. He laughs affectionately. My feet jam his thigh as I throw my head back and cry, “Papi!”, flinging my arms around his neck and burying my face in his fleecy cheek, kissing him.

When I am finished kissing and squeezing, he pulls back and produces a small wooden box from beneath his robe. He holds it gently beneath my gaze and watches as my expression changes from delight to curiosity. “The time has come, child, for us to talk seriously. Today is your birthday. You are of age now, and it is time for me to give you a lesson,” he says in a voice both husky with sadness, and gentle with love.

“But I already had my lessons this morning!” I smile compliantly.

“This is not a lesson like those Chir-tha gives you. This is far more important. This is a lesson you can never forget; it is your destiny.”

I knit my brow, mystified by Papi’s words.

“And so that you will never forget this lesson, I am giving you a present. Tonight at the feast you will receive many more presents, grand and beautiful. Those you may show anyone, and share with your friends and cousins as you always have. But the gift I give you now you must show no one. It is something you will always wear around your neck, so it lies over your heart. It will remind you of the words I speak now. It will remind you of your destiny.”

As he tells me the story I lean forward in attention. His hands flutter and dance as he speaks, motioning toward the window as he tells about the hidden pathway in the forest beyond the surrounding rock walls. I hear of brothers and battles, my eyes wide with fear. But my father’s words reassure me and my heart pounds with courage. The sun slides down the sky in the window as the story unfolds. Finally he slides open the front cover of the amulet and a tear-shaped ruby as big as his thumb falls out into my palm.

“Many tears have fallen in this battle, and many more will fall before you fulfill your destiny and reunite our broken world.”

“But what if I can’t do it?” I worry aloud, “What if I fail?”

“You must never forget who you are. You are my daughter. If you remember that, you won’t fail. And that is why I give you this gift. This is your key to the kingdom. This is what will bring you back to me one day. This is the tear to end all tears. Do you understand?” Tears fall from his eyes as he thinks of what is to come. Seeing my papi cry makes me cry, and I wraps my arms around his neck and slide onto his lap. We sit quietly together as the room darkens.

“I think they will be ready for us at the feast, don’t you?” he finally says, and we stand together.

“But, Papi, I don’t want to leave,” I whisper, gazing out the window at the cliff walls, so grand and protective. But my voice is so soft, and Papi doesn’t hear.